What is your twin flame story?
11.06.2025 05:35
It's like this panic takes your grace n beauty reason we call it purging.
I acted like it was nothing but was so broken inside
I have kept the last quote you sent me n here it is;
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We stood there,looking at each other for a few minutes before hugging again n saying nothing at all,the kind of nothing that meant everything , n from that moment on,we became inseparable.
Apart physically but together spiritually and emotionally
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( If only he was in this platform,maybe one day he'll follow me here through the guidance of the devine n if it happens,listen to Luke combs (“ love you anyway” )
We didn't spare each other a bruise or blow,we felt it'd would make us hate each other n leave this bond n move on with our lives just like we had been doing in our previous relationships,
I too looked for ways to make him jealous
Well,
I couldn't reach him,no calls no texts ,no saying anything,no closure no reason ….
Didn't know he'd call/text again n also
There'll be turbulence n I was hit by a physical skin disease, lost too much weight and depression strike….I too lost myself along with him
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We planned for a date on Thursday early morning.
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When he realized who he was,
This was happening fast
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( if he didn't call or text me n if I was never to see him again, I'd have escaped the tf journey bcoz our first meeting didn't leave an impact at all)
For the Iove i wholeheartedly poured into you. I hope it has fueled you to purpose….something you can be proud of.
I radiated in all angles,I felt like an angel 😇 n I was astonishingly beautiful,I was glowing ,my heart had finally found it's match it was truly amazing
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Blessings
U understand who we are in your own way
I know you've accepted this love .
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It's like I had waited all my life to hear this voice
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Regarding my tf, the love he poured to me, will be enough to see me through a lifetime
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N though, you might not know about tfs,
My heartbeats would increase, beat abnormally just to see a message from him n I'd reply quickly,
He made sure I didn't lack anything ,
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What I saw in him ,
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I couldn't wait to reply to his messages whenever he sent them
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My heart was misbehaving n never in my life had I felt like this before.
I felt beautiful inside n out
When you're loved right, you bloom!
Seeing him walk through the door,my heart jumped n I stood up to greet him ,we hugged n kissed n for as long as I'll live,I'll never be able to explain what happened in that very moment coz it had me asking him “ what is happening to me” and he corrected me by saying…..” to us” n I smiled 😀
I never lost words to say to him
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My body temperature unbalanced
Becoz he didn't want me to leave home or be stressed with anything
Forever n ever n ever!
SO,
N I too felt like a girl who had hit adolescent, was undergoing puberty n infatuation all at the same time.
NOW,
It was a period of confusion and learning more about this connection n journey that was starting
I started feeling empty little by little n whatever we were doing to each other was hurting n driving each other to the far edge,
Keep going ,keep healing n keep the faith.
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Knowing we're under the same sun is ENOUGH!!
We both had the answers yet we only met on Sunday n because we couldn't wait any longer,
It was like a bride waiting for the groom at the altar shaking n shivering unsure if he'd turn up or whether he changed his mind n that'd surely kill me.
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It was a time of confusion n denial n betrayal,a test of our love which was to usher the greatest pain in human history……(the separation, running n chasing n the DNOTs).
From that good morning message,to calls during the day to hundreds of texts,we spent the whole of Monday together,he at the office and me at home but binded as one,connected by a fiery energy n all this seemed like a fairytale,a dream or a scripted movie …..it was a fantasy!
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It's like my blood pressure was high
The foundation of our love was built on Monday unknowingly.
He thought I was doing okey without him not knowing it was a pretense
From Waking each other up to checking up on each other during the day, knowing if the other had eaten….I started trusting him,I knew where he would be n at what time of the day doing what n with who. I found no single fault in him,he was pure perfection.
He then again texted a good morning on Monday and we started talking from there,
It was in my happiest era
Live long !!
Ours was a day well spent , n to meet again,that would be in his terms.
But even on this one, he was unable to get me out of his system.
He had made mistakes in the last 3 months n he felt it was time to right them
He even asked for my advise to move on like I had
Every man would be happy to have me n get married to me, all this, so I could leave him and have a life,
But every single night,past 3am,there we were, typing n deleting,unable to sleep thinking about each other,
I remember when I met him, on a Sunday,
Waiting for him to arrive was like waiting for the biggest miracle of my life ,
We could call each other n disconnect upon hearing that voice on the other side
He'd tell me that he felt alone in “ this”
It's now 2025,a healed woman ,a blessed woman living her dreams ,not yet there but am progressing for sure.
It was killing me every time I saw him with someone else but I had a lot of pride ,
This few days had been feeling great,with high spirits n zest for life
That meant making difficult decisions even if one of us would be hurt
The panic was real,
It has made me wiser,a more rounded human being,I know who I am ,am in love with the lady I see staring back at me in the mirror n I wanna take care of her n protect her at all cost
I felt seen n loved n enough n complete!!
Still,it didn't work.
( Our connection was realized after that first call n texts that would follow)
I love him ( I love you John) n am so grateful that u agreed to do this for me.
When he realized he hadn't been himself for quite sometime n needed to breath n focus.
He became all I was living for, just to open my WhatsApp page n see him online my heart would skip a beat ,I felt like he saw me through,there was nowhere to hide .
A father and a husband n chose to drop everything,
You have 💯 changed this woman n I truly hope when it's time for you to step in the podium,
I really longed for this man ,this specific stranger….he was making me feel things I had never felt before n I wanted to explore him,every bit of him…
Live the life you can be proud of n if you find that you're not, you can try again.
At this moment,
I will always love you.
He started blaming me for so much ,he began looking for ways to end it,even if it meant making me feel bad provided I'd leave him.
Like a wild fire spreading fast
It was mutual,we both knew it,there was no question about it.
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I'd re-read our messages one by one n that became my passion,to look at his pictures,check whether he was online or a text from him,
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He started to talk more n more about his wife,
He questioned why I loved him,
He too loved me ,there was no second guessing
I don't even know how to explain it,
I'd rather when we were in the confusion mode coz at least I knew what he was thinking about n his feelings
You could literally hear my heart beats from a mile
Love n light.
But now,
He set me free n he was the catalyst for my rebirth
I have no regrets 😊 😊
Thank you for loving me wholly n selflessly
Am living for this woman who has endured so much,to me,this woman is a hero n am so proud of her,she has beat all odds to be here today.
We became each other's focus project and aim.
Didn't put any thought into it,
N when I typed those replies my fingers would tremble,my heart racing
Confusion was at its peak n finally he run unable to sum up everything that was happening n this was the last thing my soul wasn't prepared for.
I wish you nothing but the very best
Though he wanted me out of his life ,he couldn't bear to see me with someone else
His breathing over the phone,every sentence he made,the way he spoke….I fell hard for him n fast
When your body want to purge all that enormous negative energy,
You will remain lost till you surrender n that was my escape which takes time effort n acceptance
None of it was working coz I still loved wanted n needed him n wasn't afraid to tell him exactly what he meant to me n this didn't go well with his plans n so he chose a replacement to either make me feel jealous n end our connection or for him to move on n forget me…
To tell you the truth,3 days of talking to this man had us fall hopelessly in love n I knew deep in my soul that this was true love,
He even joked about feeling like a teenager all over again
This was emotional damage n it was draining….
May the hands of the devine keep you safe from danger
Damn it There was something about his voice,so deep n so powerful!
Everything had gone.
You will be thankful grateful n changed.
It was anything goes, just to get rid of each other permanently
Didn't think we'd be more, not one bit,
He loved my voice n had said he was drawn to me in ways he couldn't even explain
Am so proud of you n the man i know you've become,
The replacement was my lookalike
I was so so connected to the stranger and we both missed each other terribly
We spent like a month trying all means to hurt each other.
He actually called to ask if I got home safe n that's when i saved his number,
It was too much of obsession,like cocaine high,
Then came Tuesday,Doubled
He too became obsessed with me….. I could tell.
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I know u been through your fair share of tribulations
This journey has driven me closer to the devine n if that was its purpose,
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I want to recall 3 months later when things became bad n messy for us, 😢
He was the lamp through which I was able to see myself.
He was coz he called to ask what that meant n I acted like I didn't care coz he too was seeing someone ,
He complained about me messing up his life ,
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I need you to live even if that life won't be spent with me
To my surprise,
That I was a beautiful woman